If anyone had told me last year that I would be where I am now I would have probably laughed in their faces... I mean this total implosion of my life has been so utterly ridiculous that no one in their right mind could ever believe that this would happen.. but it did and here I am.
These months have made me completely understanding of victims of suicide, I can see why they would chose the option although it is not for me.
I mean in this one year I have lost love ones, flunked out, fell in love and had my heartbroken for real, and basically had every belief that I had in basic human emotions shattered. I can say that now I know why some people are so bitter...... Because life can truly make you that way...
So how do you escape when you fill so trapped that you just can't breathe.
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you can't escape.
but you can think through life and find what there is to be thankful for and build on that.
you can remember that suffering is limited in duration, and that someone who wants to be better has to get ready for the light when it comes.
you can also pray to the Spirit that created you and sustains your breath, even right now, for patience, comfort, guidance, and the energy to keep on making it.
if you can survive another breath, you can survive another minute, and if you can do that, you can live another day, and every day that passes will bring you closer to the end of what you're going through. i wish you strength, resilience, and the comfort of the Almighty.
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