If anyone had told me last year that I would be where I am now I would have probably laughed in their faces... I mean this total implosion of my life has been so utterly ridiculous that no one in their right mind could ever believe that this would happen.. but it did and here I am.
These months have made me completely understanding of victims of suicide, I can see why they would chose the option although it is not for me.
I mean in this one year I have lost love ones, flunked out, fell in love and had my heartbroken for real, and basically had every belief that I had in basic human emotions shattered. I can say that now I know why some people are so bitter...... Because life can truly make you that way...
So how do you escape when you fill so trapped that you just can't breathe.
