Summer Blues

I have been sitting around in my mothers hot house trying to figure out what to do with myself. Best Buy finally did it and I am no longer employed by them. I also have no summer school plans or programs and I really don't know what to do with myself... well atleast not for another week. Next week I will be in Atlanta in the hot southern sun helping someone else get the same education that I got in the hopes that they can achieve the same sort of success that I have achieved. I really don't know what to pack!!!!

For those of you who know about my money woes of the last semester you will be pleased to know that I have finally received my money back and everything is peachy again. I know that God is truly good because I received this money back at a time when I was down to my last. So now I have travel money and enough money to get me through until I can get my first paycheck from the program.

So ..... now we can talk about the men in my life......
You know how you come home and old flames try to start things with you because they haven't seen you in awhile.. well that is just the beginning of my problems. So long, long time ago I made the ultimate mistake of dating within my neighborhood. Well this is blowing up in my face because they are both friends now. So I am sitting in my car about to get out the other day when one of the bastards sits in the doorway ( he is a skinny bastard he can do that) anyway before I can get out two words the other bastard passes the door pouting.... Men are so predictable. Now the one that sat in my door is the aggressive one... he is always causing trouble. The other one is quieter one of the laid-back, down to earth individuals who really wouldn't fight for anything. Now the problem with both of them is that they are in their late 20s and have no real future. They are still living at home with their parents and they don't have real jobs. The quiet one goes to work with his father every now and then because his father does odd landscaping work.... but I repeat this is not a real job.
Anyway the quiet one wants to marry me ( I told you he was the serious type) but I really don't want to marry him..... why because I repeat he has no future and I refuse to add baggage to my ship. The man I marry needs to bring his own porters to the ship.
Anyway so the aggressive one did this just to get at the quiet one. I refuse to let them use me in their little feud.

So there is this guy that when I was little I really didn't like... kinda nerdy with issues but now he is moving and shaking... but I don't really think that I like him like that.
But you know that they person that you marry is not that person who is your general type especially when the people you pick for yourself are all wrong for you. Anyway this person has the full endorsement of my mother because he fits the description that is set forth above for a good guy. But I still don't know so I will wait and see. (the goofy smile not withstanding he really can be an okay guy).

Ok enough rambling because I'm bored I will talk to ya'll later.

Day 15.......

I have officially been an almuna of Florida A&M University for 15 days. I really don't know what the feel is that I have. I finally went into Best Buy today to get my job.. I bit the bullet and went to see if I could get it... I don't like to be broke so I had to.
I need to be typing my Resume for Math/Science, can you believe that I filled out an application and they still want a resume. I think this is crazy because I really don't have that much to put on a resume.
Well I think I am done right now so I'm going to call it a night.