Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Finals Begin.....

I can definitely feel the senoritis setting in. I should be studying right now but I really don't want to look at another book.
My user has already called me tonight trying to get my notes. Obviously he hasn't done anything to study for this test and expects me to help him. The answer is an emphatic NOOOO!!!.
What do I look like. I am struggling just like he is, but I am doing my work and making sure that if nothing else my teacher knows that I have been working hard for my grade. Not this wankster.
I think I might ignore his phone calls if he calls me again tonight, I am really not in the mood.
I would like to remind everyone not to be like me,
study, study, study!!!!

My room is horrible because I have started packing to go home. This I can't really feel right now. I can't imagine that this is the last weekend that I will live in Tallahassee. My geographic location is returning to some normalcy...hehehehe

So my journey to self discovery has been going well, I no longer have on the rose colored glasses that I had been wearing for the last two years to protect my heart.
Now that the heart has been broken it is easier for me to see the reasons why I felt that the situation was uncomfortable. Why I wasn't really happy about the situation. I won't go into details but I was settling and settling hard and right now I feel that I would rather be alone than to settle for someone who can't see the potential in me. I need someone to build me up because the next few years are going to be some hard ones.

I would like to thank Chris for encouraging me to come back to Atlanta this summer. I will be in the city and living LARGE, while helping the children. (Just kidding)
But hey if your going to be in the A hit me up because I do plan to relax a little more than I have during the school year.

So I broke down and purchased some "school gear" from the bookstore. See what you have to understand is that the merchandise in the bookstore is horribly over -priced. So I got an alumni t-shirt and I got a key chain that will be attached to the keys of my new car. I think I'm going to try and get my mother to buy me some more t-shirts at graduation. I need to be able to represent for this education that I have fought so hard to get.

Enough of me rambling I need to get back to studying... wish me luck.
Peaces

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