So I finished one of my labs... but not the other... Oh Well. I'm trying to do better but having these two jobs are killing me...
I think God is trying to send me signs that it is time to quit but it is just one of those things were you just want to keep holding on. Like when your favorite pet becomes horribly ill and you know that you should take it to the vet and have it put to sleep but you just can't. So you let it drag around the house slowing dying so that you can enjoy just a few more days or weeks with the animal... Oh well.
So back to ranting about men.. (You know this is my favorite pastime)
I was talking to someone who seemed promising and he just turned around and messed it all up last night.
So I was texting him..( forever the quintessential college student) ... just to see if he wanted to go out on Sunday ( seeing as this is the only time that I would have free time) So the next thing i know he is sending me a message talking about he is already talking with someone.
This kinda threw me for a loop, but hey I can roll with the punches and I let it roll off my back. No biggy.. we had only known each other for maybe two weeks nothing invested there...... but
You knew there had to be a But
But just as I was brushing this off and heading on to brighter pastures I get another message that states that He has only been talking to her for about a week.... I don't know maybe I'm sensitive.... or just down right mean.. because at this point I took offense.
One could look at this situation and think maybe he was just trying to let me know that he wasn't a dog and had just decided after we first meet that he wanted to become official with this person.
But I decided that this comment was personal and shouldn't have been made ( so sue me), anyway so at this point I get upset and decide that he is a small jerk and is making personal attacks so he loses all of his prior points. ( Don't ask me about my reasoning... I don't wish to discuss it at this time) Anyway I'm falling back to my bench for awhile.....
(And if certain people are reading this and feel that they are on the bench trust me.... your not... I personally tell you when your benched so that you can decide if you wish to stay there or not.)
Men... I tell you.
But hey it is Friday.
1 comment:
i found this on some random guys journal and i think that it fits your situation:
". . .they want someone who is intellectual, spiritual and beautiful (inside and out). Well I am here to tell you that this man is not an anomaly, there is a man out there for you who fits all of you qualifications. He constantly seeks the face of the Lord, looking to the hills from whence cometh his help. Sure God has not revealed him to you yet, nor you to him, for it is only when the two of you prepare yourselves and your lives for Kingdom Destiny that the revelation will unravel. He will be all that you desire: mind, body and spirit. His wants will be fulfilled in you, and your wants in him. It will be such a powerful union, that he will be wrapped in the very essence of you. Never comtemplating other women, for he cant stop praising God for the virtuous woman placed in his life. Pray this manifestation in you life and believe it for this is only a little of what God can bless you with."
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